Post by maeson nichole ryan. on Jan 20, 2009 0:17:35 GMT -5
MAESON NICHOLE RYAN
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eighteen, hyperactive, bubbly, musician, senior, country girl[/color][/font]
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• • • like family as if the drink weren't enough, a stagger cannot compete
• • • inseperable until the rent checks wear thin because it hasn't sunk in
• • • attached at the hip there's no charm in being residential state street
• • • partners in crime the dust starts building until it's hard to come clean
• • • best friends i wish you could know better than you show with parted lips
• • • close friends and if i was sober could i kill caution and stay over
• • • good friends that the whiskey soothes more than you could ever do
• • • average friends and if i was sober would i rip hearts apart like paper
• • • enemies turned friends a difference it made, what a difference it made
• • • partying friends deserted houses, all our stable mates highway bound
• • • drinking friends measly sum, getting the air inside my lungs is heavenly
• • • on and off starting out with nothing but crippling doubt, we'll rest easy
• • • friend of a friend countless repeats, the gift of memory's an awful curse
• • • just met with age it just gets much worse, but i won't mind, i won't mind
• • • first name basis from my ears, and waste a day so i can think clearly
• • • acquaintances spent this last year choking the bottles neck[/center]
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• • • choke and die now feel the blade, but you're the one that needs help
• • • hardcore hatred you were better at lies, at the way that if felt
• • • mutual hatred for me, i cut the throat of betrayal to watch him bleed
• • • one sided hatred so tell me now that you can swim when ropes are wrapped
• • • mutual dislike sending shivers right down your spine, it's something
• • • one sided dislike current was strong enough tonight, i can taste anymore
• • • friends turned enemies i heard the tremble in your voice cradle the fall
• • • cheated grab my heart, take this down with your soul and bury it
• • • backstabbed there is a fine line between betrayal and your friends
• • • friendly rivals i followed streetlights till i wound up at your place
• • • rivals there's no more chances, so tell me now that you can swim
• • • jealousy through the smoke a silhouette i can barely see there's a man
• • • scared of hiding from the gallows, they keep me safe and sound
• • • avoidance so i walk with shadows, the ways of burning down this house
• • • love-hate all the vibrant colors i see, and the shades that fill the grey
• • • annoyance looked me straight in the eyes this is what he had to say
• • • by association this place lies within the depths of my dreams[/color]
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• • • final love the cigarettes and phone calls don't keep me warm
• • • in love place to meet, my mind is still racing while the city sleeps
• • • current love quarantine my heart, baby, in someone else's arms
• • • future love in a world filled up with players on opposing teams
• • • possible future love on the interstate, such an unforgiving journey
• • • past love-good terms how can we survive and finally live our dreams
• • • past love-bad terms but i'm getting sick of waiting to hear from you
• • • past love-still chemistry an echo in the dark i wish was you, if i only
• • • mutual crush form a sound, to convince myself you'll come around
• • • crush on --- please, it makes me insane, everyday i just can't stand
• • • crush on you turning away from you, so cut the ropes and let's go
• • • friends-enemies with benefits anywhere but here, i've had it
• • • fuck buddies longest wait of mine, keeps playing over and over
• • • make-out buddies and now i miss your simple pleasures
• • • fling-one nighter i wish you would hang up and turn around
• • • physical attraction but i swear you wouldn't be so lonely
• • • sexual tension you're not here, every night is a nightmare
• • • on and off it would make my life to see you turn
• • • flirting so how's your affair with the millionaire[/color][/font]
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• • • family and everything that you thought you can’t forget
• • • bad influence been there, seen that, and i ain't taking you home
• • • good influence and if you don’t get it let me repeat it, just forget
• • • mixed feelings i’m everywhere that you go and i still got soul
• • • protective over --- i’m doubled up throwing double b’s in the air
• • • protective over you the streets are full of anything you want
• • • respect the way i’m living makes you feel like giving up
• • • emotional support you don’t, and i want everything for you
• • • room mate whatever it takes, i’m gonna make my way home
• • • admiration used to dream you up and make you up in my mind
• • • stalker you gave me something i could hold on to, woah-oh
• • • obsession not long ago i gave up hope, but you came along
• • • fake friend get back, you know that the city is burning
• • • secret i don't care about my guilty pleasure for you
• • • childhood i was lost in the wild, but you built a home
• • • family friend in our dreams we can be complete, if we go
• • • mentor cause people change, can't you see my eyes
• • • never spoken i already know, baby you've been let down
• • • other-specify you kept a list of the things you'd miss[/font]
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